Another chapter, idk if it's going to be good or nah
Here I am in Starbucks taking a break from doing my Hel assignment. It's my fault really, I should've started that assignment weeks ago. Haha, I've been telling myself that from the moment I knew what procrastination really means. Life... Life has been hell to me, but it has been good to me also.
I can still remember that months ago, I had been through a dark chapter in my life. I had cried my balls out, I had given up on hope. I've forgotten that He is always there for me, and He is just testing me.
Sitting here at 11.11 pm at starbucks, I have truly embraced the word 'phase'. The moment you've thought that there's no way your life could be better, it will change bit by bit. What matters most is you need to be strong enough to be patient enough. Wake up sister, you're not living in a fairytale. You have to work for it, you have to find a purpose, it doesn't have to be pretty big and impressive. A mere positive thought could even change your life.
I've been stupid, relying my happiness on a mere human being. A mere human being, whose feelings can change anytime, whose facing life just like I do, just like we all do. I have forgotten that He controls everything. I've forgotten the people around me, my family, my friends.
But alhamdulillah things are better for me now, although there are bumps here and there, but I constantly remind myself that I've been through worse. Hey if you're giving up, just think of me. I'm an introvert, awkward with the tendency to overthink all the time and has a huge temper problem. If I could make it, why not you aye.
Assalamualaikum, stay strong. Remember that you are always loved by the people around you.
I can still remember that months ago, I had been through a dark chapter in my life. I had cried my balls out, I had given up on hope. I've forgotten that He is always there for me, and He is just testing me.
Sitting here at 11.11 pm at starbucks, I have truly embraced the word 'phase'. The moment you've thought that there's no way your life could be better, it will change bit by bit. What matters most is you need to be strong enough to be patient enough. Wake up sister, you're not living in a fairytale. You have to work for it, you have to find a purpose, it doesn't have to be pretty big and impressive. A mere positive thought could even change your life.
I've been stupid, relying my happiness on a mere human being. A mere human being, whose feelings can change anytime, whose facing life just like I do, just like we all do. I have forgotten that He controls everything. I've forgotten the people around me, my family, my friends.
But alhamdulillah things are better for me now, although there are bumps here and there, but I constantly remind myself that I've been through worse. Hey if you're giving up, just think of me. I'm an introvert, awkward with the tendency to overthink all the time and has a huge temper problem. If I could make it, why not you aye.
Assalamualaikum, stay strong. Remember that you are always loved by the people around you.
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